Story : kisi ke liye khud ko khtam mat kro,,,,,,,,,,

*zindagi me kuch saalo me bahut kuch badal gaya tha! har cheej bade hone ke sath sath badal gayi thi ishi bech ak asa sakhsh zindagi me aaya jisne zindagi ke maayne hi badal daale,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*6 saal pehle wo insaan meri zindagi me mera dost ban kar aaya ak aam se dost! Hamaari dosti jada gahri to nahi thi mgr jada kamjor bhi nahi thi! Ak aam dost! Kuch hi saal me sabse khaas dosto me samil ho gaya tha,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*hamaari dosti bahut hi khaas ho gayi thi! Ab usse baat kiye bina mujhe raat me nind nahi aati thi! Or subhe bhi usse hi baat karke suru hoti thi! Baato hi baato me bahut baar mene usse pucha bhi ki kya tum kisi or se pyar karte ho! Mgr har baar wo meri baato ko gol mol kar deta tha! Hamaari dosti aage badne lagi thi! Mujhe usse pyar ho gya tha! Mgr mujhe uska nahi pta tha! Ke uske dil me kya he,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*kabhi kabhi uski baato se lagta tha! Ke wo bhi mujse pyar karta he! Mene use bola bhi ke sayd mujhe tumse pyar ho gya he! Mgr usne meri baat ko jada siriyash nahi liya or hasne laga ! Mgr me majaak nahi kar rahi thi mujhe sach me usse pyar ho gya tha,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*dil uske naam se dhadkane laga tha! Uski baate dil me samaane lagi thi! Ak din hum dono bathe baate kar rahe the! Jab baato hi baato me usne mujhe btaya ki ak ladki mujhe pasnd aa gayi he! Mujhe usse pyar ho gya he! Ander hi ander me bahut khus thi! Mujhe pta tha ke wo ladki me hi hu! Hos mujhe tab aaya jab usne uske baare me mujhe bahut kuch btaya! Or uska naam bhi! Wo mujse pyar nahi karta tha! Uski zindagi me or koi tha,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*me jase pagal ho gayi thi! Wo asa nahi kar sakta tha! Use pta tha! Mere dil me uske liye feling he! Mgr fir bhi wo kisi or se pyar karne laga! Itne dino ka hamaara sath tha! Kya wo meri feling se sach me anjaan tha! Bahut baar btaya tha use mgr jab wo kabhi samjha hi nahi meri feling ko! Meri zindagi jo itni haseen or khushhaal thi! Ak jhatke se puri trhe badal gayi thi ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*naa kisi se ab baat karne ka man karta tha! Naa hi koi or kaam! Bus pure din room me band rahti or roti rahti! Sab puch puch kar thak gaye the! Mgr me kya btati sab ko ke jis se pyar karti hu wo to kisi or se hi pyaar karta he! Ak din usne mujhe bahar bulaya to me chali gayi! Usne mujse pucha ke kya hua he tumhe kyu is trha ho gayi ho tum,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*kya tumhe nahi pta! Mene uski traf dekhte hue pucha! Nahi pta mujhe usne bus itna he bola ! Or chup ho gaya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*wo sayd meri baat sunna he nahi chahata tha! Acha koi baat nahi ! Kab mila rahe ho apni pasnd se ! Mene he baat ko ghuma deya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*bahut hi muskil se mujse ye bola gaya! Aakho me aashu aane lage the! Jinhe aakho se baahar naa aane se kitni hi muskil se roka mene! Usne uske baare me bahut si baate btayi kyuki me to waha ye sab sunne ke liye bathi hi thi! Waha se ghr aane ke baad me fir se apne room me band ho gayi! Puri raat rote rote gujar gayi! Pta hi nahi kab aakh lagi hogi or nind aayi hogi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*pagal ho gayi thi me! Ye soch soch kar ke! Wo to kisi or ka ho jayga! Me kya krogi uske bina meri pahli mohbbat hi mujse juda ho jaygi yahi gam jaan nekal raha tha ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*ak hafte tak naa uska koi msg aaya or naa koi call aayi yaha tak wo mujse milne bhi nahi aaya tha,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*me usse baat karne ke liye bahut tadap rahi thi! Is liye bahut baar use call ke mgr uska phone busy tha! Bahut baar call ki mgr koi fayda hi nahi hua,,,,,,,,,,,,

*asa lagne laga tha ke wo sach me mujse baat hi nahi karna chahta tha! Isi trha ak mahina gujar gaya! Mgr uska mujhe kuch nahi pta tha! Me sach me pagal ho gayi thi Uske bina! Mgr usne plat kar ak bar bhi mere baare me nahi socha tha! Sayd uski dosti bhi uski trha nakhali sabit ho gayi thi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*fir ak din me apni ak dost ke sath bahar gayi! Raste me wo mujhe ak ladki ke sath najar aaya! Mujhe dekh kar uska reyacat asa tha jase me uske liye ajnabi hu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*me ye soch kar uska intajaar kar rahi thi! Ke agr wo mera hua to mere paas lot kar aayega! mgr mera sochna meri baate sab jhut sabit ho gayi thi! Kyuki wo to mera tha hi nahi to kase mere pass aata,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*uske bina jinaa kisi kaam ka nahi tha! Kyuki wo to kisi or ka hi tha! Ghr aakr soch liya tha ke agr wo nahi to koi bhi nahi! Uske bina zindagi kisi kaam ki nahi thi! Kyuki wo soch bhi nahi sakta tha ke kitna jaruri tha wo mere liye,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*kyuki jab wo hi nahi to ye zindagi kis kaam ki,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*ye din meri zindagi ka aakhri din tha mene khud he apni jaan le li thi ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*har insaan ki zindagi me bahut se presaaniya aati he mgr une se dar kar khud ki jaan le lena sabse badi galti he! Jab kisi ko hamaari or hamaare pyaar ki kader hi nahi he to fir hum kyu uske liye khud ko khtam karne ka soche,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

*sab kuch bhul kar apni zindagi ki nayi suruaat kare! Ye zindagi hamaari he hame koi haq nahi banta ke ise hum kisi ke liye bhi khtam kare,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

17 thoughts on “Story : kisi ke liye khud ko khtam mat kro,,,,,,,,,,

  1. May I suggest adding a translation function to your blog.
    You can probably do this with the Google Translate widget.
    That way, many more people can enjoy your work.
    Kind regards,
    Rudi

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